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Safety in Numbness

by SUSIJAT

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1.
I’m living on a tree Hanging on a cloud Hiding on the moon Turning off the sky I’m grinning at your kid Frowning at your dog Gnawing on its bone Feeding on a stone I’m waiting for the sirens to start Breaking the day It’s wearing off like a thought Wearing off like a thought It’s distorting my view When I take the shape of your past And I never touch on time I never touch on time
2.
P.T.S.D. 06:06
I’m the fire, I’m the shadow I’m the hollow that will swallow Your desires. Who inspires All your scars and all your troubles I’m the fighter, I’m the rider I’m the giver and the taker Contemplator, desecrator Fallen soldier, lost in water You’re pulling away like you used to forgetting your name Fall in the abyss like you used to covered in shame.
3.
Pigs 02:28
Pigs pigs pigs on the corner of the road Pigs on the bottom and pigs on the top Pigs pigs pigs when you walk down the street Pigs on your neck and pigs in your face Pigs pigs pigs when you don’t need a thing Shit shit shit when you want them to be here Pigs pigs pigs when they come to your home Pigs pigs pigs and they take you away Calm your freedom down Don’t resist our love Stop bleeding now BECAUSE I TOLD YOU SO! Pigs breathing fire burning your flesh Pigs in blue armour cracking your bones Pigs fed on fear but frightened themselves Pigs going home nothing to regret
4.
Break the sunrise Over the dead rain Close the gates to My own heaven Shine the silence Into my blind eyes Cover the darkness Mourn the fallen bodies Raise the lighter I can’t see you Your face is bleeding On my pillow Voices echo thoughts are fading In the rhythm of the other slaves end Just a few more days Just a few more weeks Just a few more months Just a few more years Just until I die Just until I die I have no other choice I have to make a change TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE
5.
while waiting outside we heard them coming back down on the road that had holes and starved minds their faces were displaced outgrowing the unknown they were no monsters shrieking there was snow on the trains and there was snow on the fields and on the houses the paint was peeling off before the fallen and wasted we were safe and sound it’s over now sail to the faintest light cut thru the open sea let them know what they tasted place them at your feet we used all their tears but we took no pride in what we had to do we left the past to drown in the cliff that was broken before us we were hungry for a while but had nothing to eat
6.
Rising 06:50
Shrink me down to a lie Cut me up like a knife An empty plate for my hunger An empty glass for my thirst A broken smile for your might Swallowed tongues and white eyes Cold gasoline in my throat Framing a black hole A desolating cry A withering mind One day to be remembered One day to be a stranger Scraping for that glimpse of kindness came to see, where you are rolled the dice, lost the fight cut the chain, broke the dam fix the holes, others grow said my name, heard the pain sweeping thru what is left starved the hope, shot the blank felt the rain on your face You’re the fool that waits the hand that gives, but never takes
7.
I was awake yet another day I lost the sense of reality The floor was shifting beneath my feet You made me fall and won’t let me be Thought I would land into your embrace How wrong was I Let me speak, my mind You got me head over heels for you Let me speak, my mind I’ve fallen head over heels for you Let me stay Let me slave away Let me slave away Love to see me fade away Love to see me fade I remember your name Your reassuring face The firm handshake When you promised me peace The mountains that part And not a chance to lose it all Not a thing to care for The future awaits, you said The future awaits And then the rain fell And then roof leaked And then the house Disappeared You only left me the streets to roam
8.
No Home 10:04
You don’t feel like home your skin is all wrong an unfamiliar glow in your foul brown eyes and your delicate hair traps me no more you speak to me in inexplicable tongues I welcomed the night when it swallowed my eyes I welcomed the stones when they covered me whole I’ve been cut before stabbed deep in the chest drained well of my blood before solitude struck I needed you I needed truth where were you then where did you go/leave I welcomed the night when it swallowed my eyes I welcomed the stones when they covered me whole cold wind blew the trees away a dark sun over the waning day my lucidity refused to stay time slowed to enhance the pain I needed you I needed truth
9.
Haze 04:35
Woven into a spider web Threads thicken inside the veins Calculated moves and steps The purpose already past its end Head moves only back and forth A vast sky before blind eyes Grinding the light into the dust No recollection of real beauty Give back the fallen leaves Try to comprehend their screams Roll the oak trees up the mountain Send the wrong world off a cliff The indecision is a fort The porcelain solitude a queen Growing foul by the minute Unaware of its own speed Break the bottle Unwind the black clock Let the memories flow free It contains a simple peace Greets the future unreleased The combustion of the night is Carved into the earth Repossessing the deceit & Swallowing the sea No desire to move past it No desire to forfeit No wind can tear these knots Nor untangle the mourning truth So push the needle Deeper in the silence Lead the eyes into the iron sea Clip the feathers Benumb the feet Melt into the haze
10.
Well fed on punches can’t breathe without teargas bones meant to be broken skin meant to be torn a home made of fire of bullets and stones hands grown into fences the blood burning holes voices that shatter everything goes what once was anger and fear now is force the stones they are roaming all silence is lost a choice can’t be made now too far all has gone no roads left behind all bridges ablaze eyes always bleeding but strength never lost a fight so unending not meant to be won two sides of a story oblivious to words the dream long faded what matters the most is… dead

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released April 4, 2015

Borko Hadjievski - vokal
Dean Zmejkoski - guitar
Nikola Drvoshanov - bass
Lazar Darkovski - drums

Recorded and mix by Mladen Pavleski
BPM Sound Studio www.bpmsound.mk
Mastered by Chris Graham
Art design by Treenick

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